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Born Against Her Will - Eligh - I Am Born

 BORN AGAINST HER WILL

Eligh - I Am Born

Shhh dare I say her name? My dead little sister got god damned
knock knock chair down at the door God's back
Shame on the man whomnever told her about the neck
now she's a stain upon my own in black ink   
Dare I say her soul ain't free? How dare me here still in hell she?  Shame, the news read, she was only 15
Now life was never fair but her suicide tears me apart,
from the inside out I'm paralyzed and all my thoughts
Dare I speak her name? I curse her in my prayers...
I'ma take that up with her myself for all I've had to bear  
Cuz now I'm left to wear this noose on my neck,
But I swear ill never drop it, u can't take it, s’all I got left
I’m cursed! suffering is mine, its true
not a lot can say they got the strength to take this confusion and pain
But I refuse to lose to this traumatic haunting monster
Influence my sister,  but forever I'll resist
This ring of sin, this villainous invasion
Taking reign upon my brain,  trying' to erase my sister's name?
Like a thorny crown, she's blood stain upon a gown, I try to get it out but the only hell that comes out... 
Revenge upon you little bitch how could you trust in such a prick this anti-Christ seductive lying piece of fibrous shit?
wistful, furious I’m listless – so the noose does gently sit,
Till the day I lose my grip
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
leave me be, this noose forever be a wicked curse on me  
My sister under influence of weakened hope and chemic-illness
Her visions never were fulfilling, Longing for flawlessness 
Love and joy mysteries, peace out of reach
taunted by societies enforced belief systems was she
No trust in herself, but frustration far too much
She was stuck inside utopia dreaming of the dust,
Such a battle what a storm such a useless world in store,
for a girl without a prayer every windows just door.
staring straight into a dismal state of Self-hate and Mutilation
 till the bleeding numbed the pain and all sensation faded,
Under pressure underweight each friend more fake
talking behind her back on the race to heaven’s gate
race to heaven's gate,
You little whore, you little slut, you ugly fat disgusting fuck,
You only purge two times a day? Don't cut as deep as us?
Well... that just not enough. But, If you hate yourself enough,  and your shrink says you're fucked you,
You'll be popular like us, Soon well hate each other's guts!
thats the essence of our clique, get with us cause we're the shit, so my sister mixed with bitches without confidence or wishes,
Till a verbal slaughter worse than all their slitted wrists!
Oh how I miss my little sister, My Darcy Lynne...
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
Away with you! You cursed noose, Forever its you I accuse!
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
Leave me be or else the noose will be the last of me, 
Shhh dare I say her name? my dead little sister got god damned
knock knock chair down at the door God's back
Shame on the man whomnever told her bout the neck
now shes a stain upon my own in black ink   
Dare I say her soul aint free? How dare me here still in hell she?  Shame, the news read, she was only 15
Life ain't ever easy, pleasing, fair, or just - believe me,
this suicide's been measly torn me up and paralyzed me
from the inside out my self, mind, and thoughts are all beside me
Dare i say her name? I curse her in my prayers,
parsed scrutiny spared pursed lips burst and tear  
Cuz now I'm left to wear this noose on my neck,
But I swear ill never drop it, u cant take it, s’all I got left
I’m cursed! suffering is mine, its true
not a lot can say they got the strength to take this confusion and pain
But i refuse to lose to this relentless haunting monster
Influence my sister,  but forever I'll resist
This ring of sin, this villainious invasion,
this torturous atrocious taunting tormenting coerscion
This corrosive brain forsaken-shame this eroded focus taken reign, 
this pain struck heart strung praise remains unspoken 
from a throat, silent hope tryin' to cope, with this emotion
like a scar, sown proud, sharp spoken, thorny crown,
fresh blood drippin down upon a white satin gown,
I try to spit it out, but the sound is faint n faded brown,
I'm hellbent shouting out whatever words are found:
Revenge upon you little bitch how could you trust in such a prick this anti-christ seductive lying piece of fibrous shit?
wistful, furious I’m listless – so the noose does gently sit,
Til the day I lose my grip
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
May it be in hell or heaven, her news a piece of me
My sister under influence of weakened hope and chemic-illness
Her visions never were fulfilling, Longing for flawlessness 
Love and joy mysteries, peace out of reach
taunted by societies enforced belief systems was she
No trust in herself, but frustration far too much
She was stuck inside utopia so dreams were of the dust,
Such a battle such a storm such a useless world in store,
for a girl without a prayer every windows just door.
staring straight into a dismal state of Self-hate and Mutilation
 till the bleeding numbed the pain and all sensation faded,
Under pressure underweight each friend more fake
talking behind her back on the race to heaven’s gate
Deceptive two-faced creatures no intelligence
Hate spake from the bitches lips she believed every bit
Inner critic soon to dominate her every little think
Imprisoned in her own skin her head echoed the disses
Till the ringing in her head as ugly as her slitted wrists
2Little whore little slut you ugly fat disgusting fuck
You only purge two times a day? And don’t cut deep as us?
Well that’s just not enough, But if you hate yourself enough
and youre shrink says you’re fucked up, You’ll be popular like us,
And soon we'll hate each other's guts
So my sister mixed with bitches without confidence or wishes
Till all her thoughts were just as messy as her slitted wrists
oh how i miss...

Soon we'll hate each other's guts, This concoction, this destruction,
Desolation and corruption, this ill befell upon my sis
till her final gift, asphyxiation. oh how i miss
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
Leave me be or else the noose will be the last of me 

Amandoes Love Me - DJ Premier - So What's Up

SO WHats up youtube

AMANDOES LOVE YOU

Dj Premier - So Whats Up

A man does what he wants

A man does what he needs

A man does what hes gotta do and also as he please

A man does better than his best so he can make the team

A man does not remember was it real or just a dream?

A man does what he was taught

A man does learn as he goes

A man each and everything the way he was shown

A man does what he can if a man does not understand

But A man does not even know how long on earth he will stand

A man does have organs like a lung from which breath

A man does have some vocal cords and thoughts that he can speak 

A man does have a brain and heart, someone could break it

But A man does have 2 hands and tools for all the things he making

A man does get upset sometimes

A man does fall to illness

A man does have to take a break and sleep and pay and bills and shit

A man does not have need for things like bras and ovaries

A man does work for years and years in hopes he can retire (please)

A man does not know how to read yet he may own a book

A man does have a friend indeed to cater to his needs

A man does lead the country, a crook he.may be

A man does walk upon 2 feet and with 2 eyes look at me

A man does speak deeper than she

A man does half the shopping spree

A man does wear a sweater, or a shirt, the neck a V,

A man does not need to steal if he lives in luxury

but a man does not trust anyone without proper ID

A man does like a woman who will hug him like a tree

but a man does not make promises hes not sure he can keep

We need a man to save the day

we need a man to lead the way

we need a man to figure out who goes and who shall stay

Slum To We - Razpro - Slum To You


Slum to We - Princess Biznotch ft. RAZ-PROhttp://soundcloud.com/princess-biznotch/slum-to-we-princess-biznotch

Slum To We

Raz-Pro - Slum To You

I live a life of pleasure I been known to count my treasure
MY endevours
in the name of one two three
my dieties, from within me still unseen
The reason that im breathing still a mystery to me
who said i was a sheep just dreaming bout the green?
On the other side, nah, see i think it was the 5th element
Knowledge fill me up like candy from da dish
i been blessed been fed food from the trash
cause my bro was in a spot the leg he stood about his last
Amandoes feed herself but thats really all she got
But with nothing in the kitchen, so i led a mission
Dumpster diving risking getting dissed n maybe ill
but victory left my humble spirit free
cause eating pizza reeking of the streets
touched us deeper than our stomach.pains and things we think
The kid fed himself his wife and then his kid


This is for the folks who got the stealth but not much else
Adamantly advocating fend for yaself
Driven by dough not but what the planets got
enough ... of what rock clay dust hilltops
Stop. We standing on a gem worth a lot
U dig i can shovel lets discover whats in stock


Whatever you demand

it oughtta come from the land

manufactured plastic cans of what? i dont understand

These secrets of the sand

 they all part of the plan
grandfather clock tick tocking

build or give a damn

man you can run forever but together can we stand?

The wheather we can share but the reign rule us for real

if you pass me an umbrella i can tell you how i feel

like i been on my knees forever waiting with my hands together

Kneeling making deals, peer around try to click my heels

Cause ive stood up, ive sat down, 

took the road invent the wheel

Some fellas peel away the layers knowing they will heal

Reveal a way allow the day to show them all the way

Mistakes are made but all the first and last are all ok.


This is for the folks who got the stealth but not much else
Adamantly advocating fend for yaself
Driven by dough not but what the planets got
enough ... of what rock clay dust hilltops
Stop. We standing on a gem worth a lot
U dig i can shovel lets discover whats in stock




 

Get Your Auto Safer - Do The Jingle Competition Entry

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 http://www.safeauto.com/DoTheJingle/Video/Princess_Biznotch

GET YOUR AUTO SAFER ft Razpro
Razpro - Raz-Museum 08

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drive safe, spend less,
thats our motto!
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youll boast about it to the folks
1800 safe auto
drivers buckled up with us have spoken
coast to coast
they wanna tell us
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so does their wallet van or truck
it only takes a moment to get your policy set up with us
1800 safe auto
keeps me legal costs me lesser
so much better than the rest
coverage legit with a rate thats sure to fit
ride with us or take the bus but trust us
we'll protect your whip!
1800 safe auto
For quality suberb we offer service you deserve
on board with someone else?
let safe auto have a turn
let us do you-ey
even if you've had a dui
safe auto understands that you still got stuff to do
stop go rain or snow
hit the drive thru after skoo
moms got yoga? dads not sober
you oughtta get your auto safer
if you're not in code
in a jif you'll be legit
we'll get you ready for the road
call today to get equipped
so you can get from spot to spot
and not get busted driving hot
security is key! The LOCK? A policy
with safe auto buckled in your auto safer
can't you see?
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and your bike is at the shop
you got caught riding dirty
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Main Squeeze - RJD2 - Work It Out

MAIN SQUEEZE

RJD2 - "Work It Out"

Its me and Corey glad that hes my main squeeze
I’m on my knees beggin god please this one I really wanna keep
On the brink we so in sync time freeze earth shrinks
When we do our thing goodnights are never... cause they great 
We keep the beat share winks link up every week
Team us up we heat it up find some peace and inner freaks
More than just a peek we speak get desires recognized
Cause when its time for us to ride we maximize the space and time  
Conduct energy by tweaking with the circuitry he find
A master of physics nah more like mastermind
However high we wanna go together we will climb
In the spizot kingdom biznotch welcome Come inside
This rocketship we in be destined for the stars and back again
We got all the energy we need to fuel the ascend
Reaching for the sun but its got me burning up
I ain't fussing though cause things are only worth it if they tough
Soon enough my skin callused my heart chained up my hands in cuffs
Hes the smoke i wanna puff i wanna promise all my love
No bluff he lift me up we take our time but its a rush
My heart a pound’n but weighs a ton I just cant get enough
He put the crown upon my head, he on my arm, feet on the ground 
when hes not around i feel him sometimes i can hear his sound
Surely cheesin but i tell ya, this lovin be the reason
Weakened by his essence, blessed hes seasoned in caresses
His lessons are Aggressive but hes better than confession
Corey love is teaching me but im still guessing the questions.
So im stumbling for certain its surly kinda nice
We side to side, hes got my back, what could I possibly provide?
Can’t confide in blinded eyes or become mesmerized by lies,
So besides the laws of physics what else ought we to abide?
Telling hopes through telescopes wont make our galaxies align
Magnify what lies between the cries and sighs and honest tries
Fantasize about the size of what could be an enterprise
Dont be surprised when we collide the world will recognize 
We're bigger than the moon, in fact we rule the tides
Im tangled getting strangled by a language undefined
Gotta mind my P's and Q's - gotta wait in line, he do too
Right now I'm number 1 my shadow 2 and 3, my crew
But I gotta keep it cool, my fire burning in this rhyme for you
Its me and Corey love and this is how we do

Rhyme Like This - Razpro - "Touch of Angels" "city tiles"


Rhyme Like This

Razpro - Touch of Angels

You didn't think I was going to rhyme like this 

but yeah I'm coming from with something 

Brand new something you didn't think I was gonna spew 

so time to listen up, not with 1 ear but with 2 

Cuz of what I'm about to say to you be completely true 

and maybe you can get a little clue about how I do 

See there's only been a few people in my crew at any 1 time 

but that's alright cuz I don't need you checkin up on me,

tracking every dime

 Cuz I've been doing just fine although I been aloof 

I keep my business in the cupboard never on the shelf or the roof 

Cuz all that princess do meant for me not for you 

And all that I've been through Were the things that made me grew 

But my height and my weight aint none your business fool


I could school you in a thing or two, prove stupid is as stupid do

Kingdom Biznotch be the spot they're running to

Kids be crushin' on me, i brush em off like dust

Royal flush handed to me so yea I did the dump 

i used to stump you but now i'm underground,

My crown pound for pound sounds fat as hell extra round    

Noble me I pump the vibes even when feelin down 

People cryin' out for PrincessBiz all over town,

Saying please, they want Me, need more Princess in they crew 

I'll take one in every color, cause I know she got the hues

Nourishng the ears of all the bros who head-descent

Bringing Flow that’s meant to blow your sense of audial consent

bob ya head if its a spoon stir it in if its solute

dip it if shes cute and blow it if it a flute...

You didn't think I could but yea i think i canza...

Listen to the grittyness biznotch stanzas

You didn't think i was gonna give a shit but yeah i did

what did you think was gonna happen when you fucked with princes biz?

Thought that I was gonna sit and take it like a little a bitch? You be out your damn mind, kid and Now you on my list.

You wanna quit this or get your lips split get your teeth missed

Order-up my fist cause you're asking about my tits

Tell your peeps you're missing christmas cause you're stuck licking my dishes

You're a dim-whit, damn twerp, bad dog little Mister

Had the nerve and im pissed this biznotch about to pop

Shh.... Shoe Findings - Princess Biznotch ft. Razpro

 

Shoe Findings on Soundcloud 

Shh... Shoe Findings 

Loft Findings by Razpro

Sh! ... dont make a sound
Tiptoe in these kicks cause they cushion from the ground

Look out for squishy sound after rain fall

these the kinda soles really seen some pain ya'll


My kicks cheer for me when i jump

Protect my big toe from a stub

in open toe pumps

most the ladies in stilettos be the finest at the club


My laces, laced with hemp

So tight…. whats my size again?

Pacing back and forth wasting time and wearing soles

uneven to the grind.


My toothbrush deserve a lotta recognition

Kids keep it flossy in the bathroom and the kitchen

Pearly fresh from head to toe these bristles on a mission

High up on some platforms, better vision


Try to step to my sneaks?

I'm a total freak i push mine in a carriage

I lace your face up with a double knot cause they my babies

Just learned how to tie, like yesterday

 

Project Monarchy (Compliance or Conformity)


MONARCHY

Compliance or conformity

i cannot tell whats best

shall i dance in step or lead the sheep so they can finally rest

suppress whats really on my chest and join the masses in effect

in this vehicle of sex my mind escapes from all the facts

attacked by programs that for years installed in me so I react

Persuasion crept on in my head and make me change the hat

i know my cues above a few

i switch attention and scadoo into a world that is askew

to how i normally view

I am animal its true

my human tendencies renewed upon acceptance of this zoo

my logic need review cause reasons less than pleasing

deep engrained aint never leaving

dreaming bout a state of freedom led by me instead of heathens

Using fear instead of feelings cage myself off lose the keys

become a Slave to thee morality identity to please

Like a drone in deed i seek relief it stings inside of me

Its the beeses vers the butterflys: a monarch either be

I cannot tell whats best you see for all the birds sing differently

I listen careful to my heart cause my brain is too damn messy

 Compliance or conformity

the pressure of the norms

shall i risk my social status and embrace my natural form

freeing me from phony faces being real to the core

its a test best to recognize the rest is in distress

cause when crowds come together its like birds of a feather

let the river flow forever never fly though, thats too clever

a crew in uniform be difficult to sever

when single souls refuse to clone it stings a bit feels alone

but its bold cause your guts know what you were TOLD

break the mold take the road thats all your own

cause the other one eroded plus they got outrageous tolls

obey your self in all your glory and wealth will be in store

More than labels on your clothes even looks are out on loana