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Dopalost Along The Waze "its your name- razpro"

 DOPALOST ALONG THE WAZE

How come my dopamine just ain't enough to get me up?

Chemically entrusted me, I squeeze out the last of what I got

Feeling me till im pleased then  PEACE reality, Im out

Off to a land where the scene ain't a front

Where the people got my back, where im leader of the pack

Nobody taxing my ass, its a fantastic blast

Arts and Crafts Laughs Fresh raps all that

Huge Stash of that funk, bottomless phat bags

left behind the past, went beyond the train of thought i had,

Finally a spot that belongs in me not on my pants

Where i'm at's the place to be, I'm out my mind but in my peace

Forget me not but never know really who i be

WHO I want to be you can see me through the trees

seems busting out my top notch upper body rock drop

in my pond nah man i think ill knock u out

watch out dont lose ya head hold ur breath

Cause this catatonic rhyming goddess a tsunami
Dropping More than just Haze, kamikazi sound waving

Verbal Arsenal about to hit you all with My name

Rhymes flow chronic beats until the crowd know me     

Nod yes, applaud the princess like the rest,

but the response is kinda modest for the emcees i'm most proud and the ones i bump the loudest cause they can bless the crowd, give em something real to think about, leaving them in silence, wish I had a truth worth spillin out  

 any TRUE emcees still around to make me proud? Knowing when to bow and when to lead keeps me grounded. When Im wowed I give props and emcees my admiration

Your momma told ya, Quit bouncing on the bed, well my momma told me quit bobbing ya head

because we running out of tylenol, you'll never see me fall

cause i be climbing higher than the escalators at the mall

If you ain't on the wack track then you better adjust your path pop a Louie pop a fewey till a chemical attack

Reaction AA hey fools say my name take away the reputation but you still the same

You want it to be known – let it be done be known

we learnt it at school about the books we read at home

but who was that? Dr. someone, professor thatsafact

enough of phds gimme lmnopeace 

to roll a leaf, Join the team, if you down with the scene these kids about the streets, but I'm more into paths, see

make way to the back yard, surprise party attack

 pin down the asses, hit the kids with candy dishes,

bobbing for the Benjamins, gain some sense for petes d heavens's sake

they say sleep upon it when u really gotta think, i say nap on the table send your cards out saying thanks

take ya bed out to breakfast cause its time u laid upon the lovin

taking pillows to the face, cover up how many geese u chased

on the way to dinner got some head board

 from across the plain i chase detail every day

patiently await the month of maize so i can say shucks like a give a fuck today


How come my train of thought never stopped to let me off? Mentally entrapped am i next time I’m getting off… Squeezing out the back cause I came into the front. This trolley will probably pick me up at the next corner block. I wanted to be known, so let it done be known I learned at school about the movies I never saw and slept through.


Candy Time - Candy - Snoop Dogg

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CANDY TIME

Candy - Snoop Dogg

 Amanda and Him yo, we be hanging out

Like almost every day, cause I like what he about

and He likes what I'm about 

So We talk a lot of business, smoke a lot of cigs

and do our thing - what it is

This kid be number 1 on my list 

cause I like it when he .... When we kiss

and he's got a sister too yeah that chick is the shizz

and although I might be cheesin', I know we ain't gonna fade out

Rowdy when we get together, sittin' on the couch,

No Doubt's what I said when he asked me out

I told him Lay the Tile, and I would do the grout

Cause If I got a task to do, yea, I know he wanna help me

He be by my side, tighter than a belt

We're holding hands, we've got the greatest one's they could have dealt

We're golden, never foldin', rubbin' shoulders, hearts are stolen

And I told Him - tons of things he never knew

And keep it      whisper low, keep it rollin'

Show each other who we are, our eyes are never closin'

He and Me , here to stay , till hell and earth be frozen over

loaded by emotion like we're riding roller coasters


No need to boast about it, post a sticky note upon the fridge

Playing tricks upon eachother like we were some little kids

I'm telling you, theres no other dude that I dig

You thought it was a twig when Its really like a stick


AMANDA and Gregg so this is what it's likeshe does all the barking and he takes all the bite, she really is a bitch yo but he's a narcissist, together in sadomasochistic bliss, hissing at him acting kind of finicky she wish, he didn't take so many risks giving kisses never fists, this is Love pain brain sex be the game con, Amanda's love to play never do she listen what he say, his mission say the same keep cleaning out of prison, because AMANDA try to train him good but never can she tame him, stabbed her in the heart she bled but never dissed him, never guessed it'd be him that she'd be dreaming knowing he's the reason she be crying out Jesus please, what's with all the teasing but she always ends up falling too much love fuss drugs helpless hell set on repeat, she still thinks she'll keep him believing, she lost herself believing in a dream never xlxoxoxo


 From concrete circus stunts to window pane frosted love front the balance shifts from trusted flaunts and muffled grunts; I sign in motion try try again responses stifled by a trite beginning, Screening hugs for kissing cut from feets mangles like an honest scrub, scrapes of skin left behind for glimpses of my lover’s chin hes mine, Out of tears, Full of love, Time is ours to train the dove for what we covet is our A1 Strain to reach back and say enough could we speak on taps, in silence, under crescent moons above foolish youths, is our crime os displaced connection really all that sinister in this correction center this boxed in quarateeny-tiny eden of lost freedom? Flashes of after shadows and glances back and forth behind leave we shafted – now we’re the victims of our own sensational excersizes, might this moment be exhalted by society’s involvement; fore to share every bit of what was never declared could fill novels and flood minds with madness, Punished only by the earth as it has been compressed into our girths torn from gates of sharp synapses interweaving our prophetic disaster and strangling whos our master leading the spectacle? Are the actors in fact the last to hear of this attack upon betweens stacked for 56 22 867 316 sequenced events pulsing moments of sass? The guards bugs trains scuffs the knock the cuffs the ups and crouch downs and eagle crotches and butts and tough luck keeping we from us, bitter as hell we keep us stellar, for falling face first, facing the truth being the tastes of tacos and chicken stock this visit to my lover in the dark has been unforgettably fun 

GRAM - We will provail, we will make our dreams come true, we will abolish the obstacles forseen paths bring. Our minds hold the hands of times apart. So much tickle so much poke left to resonate for lifetimes wrote but unspoken stories wil be took in turns every side evoked when home base forever remain known.

You are a warrior but have been captures but the irmanda armada and you are being held captive and forced to use your exceptional skills and detect surrounding land masses , the islands yeilding fruit had been looted and claimed by a few bleek priors but those land masses housing the silent, slinky tree dwelling tiger populations took keep feline foundation abilities and excellent sensitivity training. the armada shall forever seek the perfect specimen using her POW's direction as her advisary and decorated prince of brutal stoicism and awesome Phantasia, G. <3





Straying beyond personal comfort accelerates personal perception. losing ones engulf morale principal blinding sensory conceptions harnessing ones persona will corrupt the mind leading to personal decay. Unseen thought processes stimulate the mind personal validation no longer pursued never push judgment for they could be your greatest advisor. Cautiously decipher friend from foe it cannot be unraveled cleanly pride is knowing when to bow and when to leave marginal progress is no easy task never forget the capacity to inspire


Greg and Amanda we be hanging out like almost everyday cuz I like what he about and he like what I'm about so we talk a lot of business smoke a lot of cigs and do our thing what it is this kid beat number 1 on my list cuz I like it when he when we kiss he's got Hey sister Lizzy that chick is the shizz

 I know I maybe cheese in but I'm sure we aint going face out Rowdy when we get together sitting on the couch no doubt what I said when he finally asked me out

If I got a task to do he always want to help me he be by my side tighter than a beltnever felt so right yeah I think I'm about to melt I told him lay the tile and then I could do the grout

Holding hands we got the greatest ones they could have dealt never folding we be golden rubbing shoulders hearts are stolen yeah I told him

Tons of things he never knowed and he listens and we grow together whisper low keep it rolling show each other who we r eyes are never closing

Buddy's we have been but we about to be a rose and from my fingers to my toes into my nose I know we chose in G and A here to stay till hell and earth be frozen

Overloaded on emotion ride a rollercoaster we steaming hot like we fresh out of the toaster we be the most greatest team ever known coast to coast no need to boast about it

Post a sticky note on the fridge building bridge playing tricks like we was kids

There really aint no another man that i think i dig, i thought this was a twig but its really like a stick


Amanda and greg so this is what its like she does all the barking and he take all the bite

she really is a bitch yo but he's a total sadist

together on a psychopathic journey death wish

wish for bliss hissing at him acting finicky she wish

 he didnt take so many risks giving kisses never fists 

this is love and pain brain sex be the game 

amandoes love to play never does she listen to what he say

his mission stay the same keep clean and out of prison 

cause Amanda try to train him good but never can she tame him

stabbed her in the heart she refused to give him space 

together they remain insane bond aint gonna break

never guessed Greg would be her nemisis she love to hate

Dreaming bout the day she be on his list he make

wanna lean upon him crying out he push her away

too much love fuss drugs nothing ever be ok

pleasure suffering every day never fade

but she thinks shell keep him double pleasure for the pain

Lovers friends for forever, no matter how they change

May have lost her self a bit, a brother what she gained




Reprimanda

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 REPRIMANDA 

#7 Thus Spake We

AMANDA landed quite a man but she gave him the upper hand

Sure she gave a damn but never did she reprimand him, 

stand up when she should have banned him,

canned him passed him up like she should have ran shit, 

see the things he puts her through leave her lost without a clue,

she remains afraid to step up and speak the truth, and he crept around testing out how weak her clutch had grew, before she could refuge he would blow a giant fuse, he regroup with his old crew she was duped more than a few times, but she kept preoccupied and just let him do his grind, he kept waiting for the chew out but she loved him great amounts, even though he makes her blue she just let it do, day by day the BS accrued she refused to get rude, felt like raising hell but he was one she didn't want to lose, relationship would ruin if she didn't help out her dude, why did she let it ruin inside when he should have been accused, she used to check him when he stepped up acting like a fool, now he tools around the city like he's got something to prove, nothing but I love you out of her mouth and in it food, he subdued her when she caught him stealing all her mothers jewels, she pursued him because she liked how he was breaking all the rules, rendezvousing be improving ways that she deals with his mood, sores and wounds neglected because her brain was the one affected, tell the folks it ain't a joke because she does want to elope, could use a list of dues and don'ts on top of her own parade and float, he said nope no more dope but still he ain't no pope, mope around frowning because he wants a ride to get some smokes, hope that Amanda has some gas because he is sure broke, she thinks he's always working actually he hasn't woke, up before 10 in a minute without his dad enforcing this thing called discipline, grinning as he screams her calls smoke a CIG before we kiss, pissing on her hopes and wishes force her to sit still and listen, she remains a pacifist, dissing herself from hissy fits, the bitch which he so desperately misses incest we played the fifth


Born Against Her Will - Eligh - I Am Born

 BORN AGAINST HER WILL

Eligh - I Am Born

Shhh dare I say her name? My dead little sister got god damned
knock knock chair down at the door God's back
Shame on the man whomnever told her about the neck
now she's a stain upon my own in black ink   
Dare I say her soul ain't free? How dare me here still in hell she?  Shame, the news read, she was only 15
Now life was never fair but her suicide tears me apart,
from the inside out I'm paralyzed and all my thoughts
Dare I speak her name? I curse her in my prayers...
I'ma take that up with her myself for all I've had to bear  
Cuz now I'm left to wear this noose on my neck,
But I swear ill never drop it, u can't take it, s’all I got left
I’m cursed! suffering is mine, its true
not a lot can say they got the strength to take this confusion and pain
But I refuse to lose to this traumatic haunting monster
Influence my sister,  but forever I'll resist
This ring of sin, this villainous invasion
Taking reign upon my brain,  trying' to erase my sister's name?
Like a thorny crown, she's blood stain upon a gown, I try to get it out but the only hell that comes out... 
Revenge upon you little bitch how could you trust in such a prick this anti-Christ seductive lying piece of fibrous shit?
wistful, furious I’m listless – so the noose does gently sit,
Till the day I lose my grip
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
leave me be, this noose forever be a wicked curse on me  
My sister under influence of weakened hope and chemic-illness
Her visions never were fulfilling, Longing for flawlessness 
Love and joy mysteries, peace out of reach
taunted by societies enforced belief systems was she
No trust in herself, but frustration far too much
She was stuck inside utopia dreaming of the dust,
Such a battle what a storm such a useless world in store,
for a girl without a prayer every windows just door.
staring straight into a dismal state of Self-hate and Mutilation
 till the bleeding numbed the pain and all sensation faded,
Under pressure underweight each friend more fake
talking behind her back on the race to heaven’s gate
race to heaven's gate,
You little whore, you little slut, you ugly fat disgusting fuck,
You only purge two times a day? Don't cut as deep as us?
Well... that just not enough. But, If you hate yourself enough,  and your shrink says you're fucked you,
You'll be popular like us, Soon well hate each other's guts!
thats the essence of our clique, get with us cause we're the shit, so my sister mixed with bitches without confidence or wishes,
Till a verbal slaughter worse than all their slitted wrists!
Oh how I miss my little sister, My Darcy Lynne...
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
Away with you! You cursed noose, Forever its you I accuse!
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
Leave me be or else the noose will be the last of me, 
Shhh dare I say her name? my dead little sister got god damned
knock knock chair down at the door God's back
Shame on the man whomnever told her bout the neck
now shes a stain upon my own in black ink   
Dare I say her soul aint free? How dare me here still in hell she?  Shame, the news read, she was only 15
Life ain't ever easy, pleasing, fair, or just - believe me,
this suicide's been measly torn me up and paralyzed me
from the inside out my self, mind, and thoughts are all beside me
Dare i say her name? I curse her in my prayers,
parsed scrutiny spared pursed lips burst and tear  
Cuz now I'm left to wear this noose on my neck,
But I swear ill never drop it, u cant take it, s’all I got left
I’m cursed! suffering is mine, its true
not a lot can say they got the strength to take this confusion and pain
But i refuse to lose to this relentless haunting monster
Influence my sister,  but forever I'll resist
This ring of sin, this villainious invasion,
this torturous atrocious taunting tormenting coerscion
This corrosive brain forsaken-shame this eroded focus taken reign, 
this pain struck heart strung praise remains unspoken 
from a throat, silent hope tryin' to cope, with this emotion
like a scar, sown proud, sharp spoken, thorny crown,
fresh blood drippin down upon a white satin gown,
I try to spit it out, but the sound is faint n faded brown,
I'm hellbent shouting out whatever words are found:
Revenge upon you little bitch how could you trust in such a prick this anti-christ seductive lying piece of fibrous shit?
wistful, furious I’m listless – so the noose does gently sit,
Til the day I lose my grip
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
May it be in hell or heaven, her news a piece of me
My sister under influence of weakened hope and chemic-illness
Her visions never were fulfilling, Longing for flawlessness 
Love and joy mysteries, peace out of reach
taunted by societies enforced belief systems was she
No trust in herself, but frustration far too much
She was stuck inside utopia so dreams were of the dust,
Such a battle such a storm such a useless world in store,
for a girl without a prayer every windows just door.
staring straight into a dismal state of Self-hate and Mutilation
 till the bleeding numbed the pain and all sensation faded,
Under pressure underweight each friend more fake
talking behind her back on the race to heaven’s gate
Deceptive two-faced creatures no intelligence
Hate spake from the bitches lips she believed every bit
Inner critic soon to dominate her every little think
Imprisoned in her own skin her head echoed the disses
Till the ringing in her head as ugly as her slitted wrists
2Little whore little slut you ugly fat disgusting fuck
You only purge two times a day? And don’t cut deep as us?
Well that’s just not enough, But if you hate yourself enough
and youre shrink says you’re fucked up, You’ll be popular like us,
And soon we'll hate each other's guts
So my sister mixed with bitches without confidence or wishes
Till all her thoughts were just as messy as her slitted wrists
oh how i miss...

Soon we'll hate each other's guts, This concoction, this destruction,
Desolation and corruption, this ill befell upon my sis
till her final gift, asphyxiation. oh how i miss
Darcy in my memories, picture frames, family trees
Left us more than grievances, sacrificial lamb of treason
Wishful thoughts of rest in peace, now we're taunted by the beast
Leave me be or else the noose will be the last of me 

Amandoes Love Me - DJ Premier - So What's Up

SO WHats up youtube

AMANDOES LOVE YOU

Dj Premier - So Whats Up

A man does what he wants

A man does what he needs

A man does what hes gotta do and also as he please

A man does better than his best so he can make the team

A man does not remember was it real or just a dream?

A man does what he was taught

A man does learn as he goes

A man each and everything the way he was shown

A man does what he can if a man does not understand

But A man does not even know how long on earth he will stand

A man does have organs like a lung from which breath

A man does have some vocal cords and thoughts that he can speak 

A man does have a brain and heart, someone could break it

But A man does have 2 hands and tools for all the things he making

A man does get upset sometimes

A man does fall to illness

A man does have to take a break and sleep and pay and bills and shit

A man does not have need for things like bras and ovaries

A man does work for years and years in hopes he can retire (please)

A man does not know how to read yet he may own a book

A man does have a friend indeed to cater to his needs

A man does lead the country, a crook he.may be

A man does walk upon 2 feet and with 2 eyes look at me

A man does speak deeper than she

A man does half the shopping spree

A man does wear a sweater, or a shirt, the neck a V,

A man does not need to steal if he lives in luxury

but a man does not trust anyone without proper ID

A man does like a woman who will hug him like a tree

but a man does not make promises hes not sure he can keep

We need a man to save the day

we need a man to lead the way

we need a man to figure out who goes and who shall stay